Had. It.

Have so had it. With Benghazi. With CPS. With my fat self. Have had it.

Have had it with government officials who seriously - really - don't get it. Have had it with lethargic, disinterested, non-voting constituents who constantly complain but do nothing about anything. Have had it with virtual interest instead of real interest. Have had it with laziness and unwillingness to try.

Have had it with game-playing and chess-maneuvering and name-dropping and all that crapola.

Have beyond had it with lack of fairness and fair-mindedness. Have had it with "what's good for me is good for me and screw you". Have also had it with getting screwed.

Have had it with having to defend every decision I make, every failure I repeat, every error I cannot correct. Have had more than enough of feeling like I'm ruining my children because of all these things.

Have had it with being tired but never having done enough to feel I deserve rest.

Have had it with everyone else arguing the point just for the sake of arguing the point when we all know the point is freaking moot. There is no point!

Have had it with people saying to me "at your age...". When I was a teenager everything was because of my age. When I was in my 20s everything was because of my age. Ditto toddler and younger years. So now that I've reached the age where I say "at your age" to other people (because, in fact, they are whatever it is they are because of their ages) I don't want anyone to say to me "at your age". GACK!

As a result of my age, I've also recently come to have had it with being hot, cold, itchy, sweaty, clammy, blinky, frizzy and fat. (Fatter than usual, which frankly, I'd already had it with.)

I hate dirty dishes and folding the whites and picking little fricking fuzzies off my floor.

I hate being impotent and voiceless and stripped.

I wish I could make my mom feel better and relieve my in-laws and assure some security for my family and calm my own damn self.

I have so totally had it.